Saturday, February 26, 2011

I WANT IT ALL

I WANT IT ALL------------ NOW NOW NOW..

Hello my friends.

Been a while. I'm listening to the album I And Love And You by The Avett Brothers.. Not the usual sound i would listen too.. loving it.. Makes me think about all kinds of shit. Particularly how much I want, how I want it now and feel like I'm missing out on something. The thing i want is adventure. OK I moved to Darwin with my new husband but that was almost a year ago.CMON... Now i work 5 days a week and have 2 days off to clean our house and try and get relaxed. Once I'm relaxed I gotta get ready for work. YAY! I want the adrenaline feeling back, uncertainty, no plans, fretting even ey. Mm mm Any Ideas what i can do? I'm not unhappy or anything but I'm lacking motivation and need something exciting to do..

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WHATS BEEN HAPPENING-
Came back from Melbourne after Christmas. We had a total blast. It was the first time Ryan and I have been back together. First time for Ryan since we moved up here. He needed a well deserved break. Trying to fit everyone in to see was a bit hard but we managed too. It was great seeing everyone and i loved catching up with my girlfriends from the Posse and my old work.. I miss them so much. Also catching up with family and our 2 gorgeous nephews was fun as too. Cant believe how fast Dylan and Jai grow ey. its crazy That is one thing I now know i totally take for granted. The fact that i don't have the option of seeing family and old friends. Maybe that's the missing out part i was talking about earlier.

Look how big Dylan and Jai are--- such cuties!! -both gonna be heart breakers :)

D-MAN =spunk

JAI JAI= LIL MONSTER

LOVE THEM S2

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1 BIG YEAR OF MARRIAGE-
On the 13th of Feb, Ry and I celebrated 1 great year of marriage. Man a year goes fast. It was an awesome year. Being with Ryan made all the difference hahaha We booked a room in the city for the night and went out for dinner. Had a bottle of wine which was soo nice- it was called Kapooka. yummy We had dinner at Seafood on Cullen and it was soo yummy. i love food a bit too much i think. We were totally full when we left. The next day we woke up late and went to see Black Swan at the movies.. that was good. Swam in the pool and did some sun baking. I need to get this stupid tan off my ankle from when we were in Melbourne.



The whole time we were gone we kept asking each other how we thought Jackson would be.. "oHH he is probably crying at the door" or being all depressed coz we aren't there" I know-losers. We left him alone and we couldn't wait to get back to see him.. It was a great weekend and I am so lucky to be with Ryan its just incredible. He is one of a kind :) i love him

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BETTER GO HANG THE WASHING
I can hear the washing machine beeping so it means my washing is ready to be hung.. oh how i love hanging washing. When its a bit windy its refreshingly cool. You never know when its going to rain here. Could be the hottest sunniest day and in a second it could all change. I do love it. Just hard trying to dry washing. When it rains its the heaviest rain and it pours and pours, then it just stops. If the washing gets stuck in the down pour it needs to go back into the machine for a spin or two so i try to race out there and get it off.

OMG the song I'm listening to is called - Laundry Room- The Avett Brothers. What a coincidence. I only looked at the name of it because its a good song and I want you to hear it :-).

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Speak soon
Love you baby... :-x